Working as a psychic and healer, it seems to me for quite some time now that the age-old battle between the light and the dark is reaching a climactic level. I have been on a pretty intense spiritual path since 1985. It was my choice to devote my life to spiritual growth, and I have always been concerned with the light, and working with those beings for the higher good of all. Several years ago, I went through a particularly difficult phase of my life. I was confronted with the dark side forces, and these were completely unfamiliar to me. I was at a loss in how they worked, or even how to protect myself. My first challenge was working in a location that drew in the dark side, forcing an awakening in me to the awareness and reality of demonic forces. The second was an invasion of my home by demonic entities, facing my own personal power and reclaiming my space. The next challenge was black magic and what it was like to have someone sending negative spell work against me, and finally learning to master the immense fear in myself caused by these situations. Unfortunately, I had all of these challenges happening simultaneously.
The first awareness of exposure to the dark side began, when I took a job as a psychic working in a metaphysical store, where there was a lot of this negative energy. To give you a little history, the owner of the store had been performing exorcisms for about 6 months, and I was told she was unaware of the serious nature of what she was doing. The psychics who worked at the store during that time told me that she had no idea what she was doing with an entity after she removed it. She died of cancer shortly thereafter.
Well, I could feel beings just swarming in the place. While I was doing healing work, there were knocks on the walls, and a lot of people coming in for readings had someone doing spell work on them, or they were involved with the dark side somehow. I had to tell 2 clients in particular that they needed an exorcism! This was all new to me, and it seemed the store was a magnet for the dark. It became very difficult for me to work there, so I started to purchase books to help me gain some knowledge of what was happening and how to deal with it. (One of these authors being Dion Fortune). The readers working at the store seemed to be affected or controlled by the dark, and a couple of them went “crazy”. One example of what I mean by crazy, is a psychic I worked with who started about the same time I did. We really hit it off, and she was a very kind and caring individual. I'll call her Sarah. After 3 months at the store, she suddenly went off the deep end. She would tear apart her house, she attacked her new husband with a kitchen knife, continued to threaten to kill him and his family, cut off all contact with her children and would sit at home for hours alone crying. Sarah's family was traumatized, confused and very afraid. She would call me on the phone sounding completely out of her mind, and making no sense, like she was drugged. Her husband was older and in very poor health when she married him, and had no idea how to deal with the situation. He finally had Sarah arrested after another attack on his life, but she has no memory of any of these occurrences, nor does she remember the phone calls to me or what was said.
What I ascertained to be going on, was a lot of discarnate entities were inhabiting the walls of the place. Several vortexes were opened in certain locations above the building, and were acting as direct gateways for dark beings to enter and take over the store, and/or the people therein. As you could understand, it was taking all of my strength and energy just to keep my room and personal space clear in order to give accurate readings and make it through the day. I would go home completely drained and exhausted.
The second situation I was dealing with was at home, and involved another one of the readers at the store coming to my house. I'll call her Wendy. She was sitting on my couch, and took it upon herself to try exploring into the psyche of a person, known to both of us, as possessed. When Wendy came back out of this woman’s psyche, being unschooled in what she was doing, she allowed dark entities to follow her out. These beings were unleashed inside of my house. She got so upset by the experience, that she immediately went outside, and lay down in the grass to try and clear herself. Wendy then went home and left me there alone with a house full of swarming demons, and terrified out of my mind. Not only could I feel their presence all around me, I could see them! (There is a book called “Dark Robes, Dark Brothers” which has images on its cover looking very similar to what I was seeing). It was around 12midnight and I needed to go to bed, but I had to do something. This was a first for me, so I began calling upon Jesus Christ to clear the room. I lived for 3 weeks like this, sleeping with the lights on, doing protection work and exploring any available source of information for help. I ended up having a group of people agree to come over and bless my place, and in unison cast out what was there. This was done through laughter, confidence and intention, as well as using incense, prayers and crystals for added assistance. It did the trick.
At the same time the situations at home and work were going on, I was also dealing with a woman involved in black magic, and casting spells on me. It was by pure coincidence that I found out she was even doing this. She had been coming to some of the readers at the store, prior to my working there, and bragging about her spell work on me. I found what I had been going through coincided with the spells. She was intending to have me killed in a car wreck; she hired a voodoo person to have me get sick and die; certain spells on my body had similarities to my own symptoms. When I would scan my body, I would sense “vortexes” over my head, while at the time being completely unfamiliar with what that term meant. I learned that spell work creates and unleashes demonic entities that come your way to carry out the magician’s intention. I remember creating a huge bubble of protection around myself before I would go to sleep. I would wake up hearing someone pounding on my front door, only to realize I had my ear plugs in, and what I was hearing were demons pounding on my bubble to be let in.
I was being forced to learn quickly, that the dark side was something I needed to pay attention to as legitimate. It wasn’t good enough that if I didn’t believe in it, it would therefore not harm me. It had been messing with me all along. It was also incredible for me to learn about the mass numbers of individuals involved in negative black magic spell work/voodoo (try a search on the internet). In readings, I encountered people whose parents had done spell work when they were young…we’re talking 35 years ago. I had no clue it was so prevalent, even then. Add to this the underground satanic cult network all over the world, and the high drug use and immune challenges we face today, and anyone can see we have a problem here. Gaining the experience I did, albeit the hard way, was the beginning of a new career path for me, and later on, I was led by spirit to actually do clearing work on dark entity forces. Being on the other side of it, I can assist others by spreading awareness, clearing the entities and giving protection advice.
(Authors Note: It is not my desire to promote focusing on the dark side, as my study with “A Course in Miracles” has helped me tremendously in getting to a place where I can not give energy to them. I can even acknowledge the dark as a learning tool to strengthen those on their path.)
In part II, I will go into a more detailed description of who/what these entities actually are and how they affect us.
Part III –Am I vulnerable?; Symptoms of Attachment; Forms of Protection.
Part IV – Client histories.